Who understands me ?

My home? In this mention before, say I now of situation right, in the home I a daughter, also I am the youngest. Top still have three elder brother, this in other people's eye is a very happy but of, this call happiness? Who to tell me? Or I won't content? Three elder brother are married, but three sister-in-law never help parents share anything, but parents want for elder brother sister-in-law they share everything. In came to now, my sister-in-law mom never let them do what, also not willing to give up what they do. Only I help parents share housework, parents are very of boys, whatever I do not do, to scold. My eldest brother new house, do to urban management to tear open, my mother take it out on me, and said others do the sister-in-law, do not know to help eldest brother do much, say I haven't been to my eldest brother do new house to help changed hands, ask me a girl, not move things, I have to move for several days, and I'm still in my rest time from work to help, ask you not to move, sister-in-law in loves dearly, let her don't move, said hard. Only I no matter what you won't be love of all of this, mom, how often are you want to me to feel. Recently, I three elder brother let me come back for his resignation, jobs, and he said the most is that I learn from him, but to do business, and a part-time housework kid, my three elder brother's wife says the housework do together, let me more time students, I also means only agreed.

Before I pay more than half a day to work there, time is 12 hours, get off work at 8 at 8 o 'clock, don't leave, this is more than I go to work time before a times. Think of every month, I didn't leave, the mood is bad, may not be a month down, and then he didn't leave to me, saying, he go out to play, give me my when vacations. Also said I have what matter, also can go out, two months later, every month three days off. When I go to work every day, but to do housework or household chores, this is not sick, sick before is my sister-in-law had said together do household chores, but a few days later, whole let me to do. Tired is of course, a month I down a few jins less, I was hard to fat. I work at 8 o 'clock was off work, sometimes friend about I will go out to play it. This and let my brother see but eyes, said I only know I'm free play, said it more time that students meaning. In his more than a month, teach to teach to also is heavy repeat after. Depressed, go to work time I was already very tired, learning business, actually work nanny. Sister-in-law every day stay in the house, watch TV in the bed with children play with, this makes her say every day is tired. Don't let me in silence, sister-in-law began to children were her cooking porridge, then let me to do the work.

Every morning, she down was anxious to porridge, did you and want to cook it is very poor, and a sound, you open porridge came up, I'm not god!!!!! And the more let people depressed, call I take what of time, every time I see feet to get the situation she will speak out, run ah, still waiting for you to do step! Depressed, have so urgent? I also not exactly how fast you!!!!! They go out to play, let me do well in his health. Clearly, as you said you to play, give me when vacations. All this I have to endure, I know their temper, I said nothing, also can do the all. One evening I friends birthday, I go out to play. My brother to telephone to scold, said I, too. What is too much, I get off work is my freedom, I also not give you the work 24 hours, you need it? I get off work to always have my freedom of work? I didn't come to you this to work, I also see you cared me out of things. All this is not because your wife's temper, and meant for me. My sister-in-law's temper, whether she have nothing in unreasonable, it all, and they both are meant for me, ask my feelings hair. Finally I can't stand it all, I give my brother and sister-in-law information because I dare is a little small, dare not say. Said before, it's all good all bad. No vacation to a party, you said you go out when I leave you, ask for the first time to go out to all let me do the housework at home, and I'm out? Was off work from work, and you think I time is not long enough anymore. Time off work out, give mom said I go out every day, and I will give scold. So I have the day off, also not likely to take a vacation.

Who really cares you is me

Father's violin...... Haunted me young frivolous dream

The heartbeat of any soul, have been the surge of the piano. In the quiet night, miss walking can't find corner habitat.

The violin, father's violin. Finally fall on the age trace, into eternity. And as father in his memory now:

That year, father to beidaihe a meeting. Mother and I passed by the city, the meeting of this life only become. Also is that father is coming to visit us. The mother is ill.

I don't know how father is over eighteen years away from the city and approached this.

And I'm proud indifference of the personality from father to stubborn later mother's letter, the father said I was like him.

At that time I do not accept this in my memory never happened. Even from the heart, refused to come from his contradict anything-even if the I especially like the violin.

I don't know where the violin, but it now finally became my dream

It should be father only want to sent to me...

 Father figure is very sad. Although I don't have to send him.

 Father is right because I didn't want to leave our involvement we... Because I'm the attitude of the father, mother and talk to me last night.

Before that we this home has never spoke about his father.

"My father is love you \ \" this mother's eyes have a kind of light. \ "he know where you are to go to school or even been to your classroom but every time is quietly to see the day sat the train had left afraid the classmate know is bad for you......"

You the accidentally broken foot cannot go to school you father also bought medicine to see you pain like that he cry.

The father is tell mother has amounted to.......

Mother is unreasonable to refuse and father, but said that I can remarry and father life. At that time I refused.

Then I just know, mother has lung cancer late, she conceal to all his condition. The more don't want to drag the father.

Mother died soon, I received a phone that is father's students to call: "W...... teacher has been very CARES for you, I will go, go to study in the United States. So I today very foolish to give you this call... \"

I don't notice y mother told his father, his heart is bad, to suffer.

My tears welled out at once. Since the childhood, no matter where I go, I have been out of the father's line of sight. No

A charming girl

And the first girl met in a city building floor 2, I low head to go forward, the girl came to me head on. In a moment, suddenly, I said look back her, she also get an electric shock of fierce turn to see me. She is taller than I, grow very beautiful, my mind over the meaning of a praise. Was about to turn back to go ahead, when the girl a JianBuZou to my front, dial my arm, the dial took my hand and said: "elder sister, you look very beautiful." I for her behavior moved and don't know what to say, favour say: "no no, you just pretty, you are a journalist.". "Elder sister, I'm not, I and you are same, also be to come here in hospital and I come to this is the third time." The girl said, his eyes filled with tears, crying and SOB...... I'm busy comfort: "don't cry, to be strong and we can all go back." The girl stopped crying, smile.

I go for a walk in the building, and also came out. The girl But no agreement binds the general. I volunteered to talk to her, that she goes to the window look out of the window of the beautiful scenery. The green leaves, the brilliant chardonnay cool wind, red, red Yang. She also active and I play together, and I walk while sing. One day, she suddenly and at noon I walk said to me: "elder sister, you come to see this." Said, and took my hand, to the stairs. I suddenly consternation, through the doors of the glass frame, see there is a familiar face outside looking at me. "Oh, he is familiar, as in, where did you see." I said. "Elder sister, it must not, you have not seen him." The girl said. "Yes, definitely seen." I said. "Elder sister, where did you see?" The girl asked. I said: "like is chatting online seen, video seen." "Elder sister, you really have not seen him, and it's a illusion." The girl said, and took my hand and turned away. I also want to go back to see, also have to ask him, "who are you, what do you here?" Desire. But the girl pull my hands are too tight, I had to follow her to leave.

After a while, the girl back to his room, I suddenly boring, remind of familiar faces that piece. Again I alone to the stairs, see if you can see again. But when I approached, found the window of a building stood a man, are waiting for something. With a large eyes, I feel surprised, how is he? Familiar with a familiar face. I asked 1: "you doing here?" He said: "I'm all right." I say: "see you familiar, like where I saw." He said: "you said you met on the Internet, how do I know." I was startled to...... Then look carefully, and no, he and he is not a man, who have seen on the Internet, have seen is that, they seem like but actually don't like. Is this really is a illusion? I'm busy said: "sorry, I mistook one for another, I'm sorry." If is a illusion, the girl said is right.

The girl and my personality is similar, and I are in the same wavelength, she liked me, and I also like her. I like to watch her white skin, shoulder-length hair, fit of dress, slim figure. I'm with you always have the words. She brought me happiness. I write a paragraph of text praised her. No paper, I pulled off a cardboard boxes of one edge, gave her two bags of pure milk. The girl is very grateful to me and said: "elder sister, that's nice of you, thank you." I say: "you're welcome, we are sisters, I like writing, write to you about not good." The girl saw them and said: "elder sister, is very good, you write very good." And she said, a few days away, to go back home. I say: "I write the general, but give you write will write good, I also had a few days to go, want to go home."

After a few days, and one morning after getting up, I feel like something lost general panic. I'm out of the house to the girl in there to see her, but when I went into her room, her bed is empty. And I walked out, she hurriedly in the room next door aunt asked me: "girl, you look for who?" "Aunt, I find that girl, is the room for the that girl." I answer. "The hair long, long a beautiful that?" Aunt asked. "Well, to an aunt who, you know, what's her name?" I asked the aunt. "Don't know, she went off just after dinner yesterday, say is to want to go home." Aunt said. "Oh, is it, if only she had to go home." I say that walked back to his room. The mood also be calm.

Often when you are free, will think of the girl, a beautiful girl, don't know where is this life could meet her.

A kind of feeling

When people have gone
The heart began to be missing
The so-called much transformed
The world or the world
Snow or this snow
But without you
Everything has been different
Let miss slowly spread
Let miss slowly precipitation

Think you bad... To your good
Think you tears... Want you to smile
Think you gentle... Want you to embrace
Want you to silence... Want to and you have old
Think you love me the western eyes
Think I was tricked into still love love madness. When

If... If... if
You can't love me
Please forgive my lonely
If I continue to love you
Also please forgive me of melancholy
If... If... if
Can I also love you
My melancholy but to bother you
Just when it is
Just when it is
Just when it is the wind sigh

Love your silence... Hurts your lonely
Pain you against... Love your tired
Love your wild... Hurts your pure
Pain you can spend... The temptation of love you
Think you love me
Every little bit of desire
Hatred you don't tell and don't
Want where to go to stray

Knowing......
Some things do not know to want to clear
Some things are not what you can control
As the sovereign treasure by:
"Love a demand reason?"
sometimes
Knowing that she forget the past
She began to don't like you
She started thinking has another him
And you don't control myself
When you understand love a person you love

Man is a very strange animal
Can in order to control their own size would not eat
Can in order to his lung control their own don't smoke
Can in order to control their own cool words
Can in order to his dignity in control
But don't control your mind
When you again and again not to want to tell her
Your heart tells you
It is no use
She is in your heart ripple...

Maybe... Is you can't
Or... Is you don't want to stop
This season for the climate there
In the boundless rain water
The tears without trace
Love... Began quietly in my memory to crawl
Until write full my heart
We all forget,
This road long,
Heart is clear,
One day, one day will stop.

Let time to speak the truth,
Although I also afraid.
In the dark, after
We all don't know,
Will there be sorry.
Who will remember who say first everlasting love me,
Previous sentence is the rest of our wounds.

Too long didn't anyone remember--
At the beginning the gentleness.
I hand in hand with you,
Say to want to walk together at last.
Who can remember when love begins to change,
I and your eyes see the different the sky.
Go on too long,
Finally went to points of intersection fork.
If you and I--
To have two opposite the dream?

Once loved each other

We have love

once

Then care about your word


Even if it's just nonsense



once

Then care about one of your phone

If only you dial the wrong number



once

Then care about you send a note of

Even if it's just asked me to borrow Chinese notebook



But that's just once

May he give my disappointment too much

Maybe he is too little to my hope

Maybe we are all too AiMianZi

Never admitted that the love
Maybe we all kinds of test by but god

So we separate

Maybe we've never together

So we have no separate

So we is to strangers

but

We have love

Maybe this is enough

Cherish

The KanShe straight must fold, don't spend to ground branch.
Had seen an article, the author sad exclamation: I thought they would never there, as I have seen them just as until I heard I see, can never meet again news and scene...... Didn't realize we really fragile......
Had learned an English reading, the view that they are poor, he when fire-coming and only can choose a few items carried off, when he left turn head to see not taking things, he was first realized how rich is...
Had seen a movie with a big space, the film tells the story said the final purpose for expression at the end of that: cherish the people around him.
And I thought, "treasure" is the love life attitude!

When you have, have
When still can cherish, cherish
When still can go to love, to love
......
Regrets over and live a good life!!!!

Those who went to college to know

A college boy to write, not decadent, no complaints, not negative, write very deep, very sharp, the hope can know......

1. The second, Leslie cheung from tall buildings jumped off. Winter, Anita mui also leave. Sophomore year, with the next semester self-study the Internet phone, know the big news "from heard in that there will be no more LuoJing voice.

So, know, grew up, don't know how many people want to go away.

2. Parents send me to college to report for duty, just before leaving time, my mother and I to say goodbye. I asked my dad? My mama said "you dad afraid you weeping, he didn't come." Sophomore summer vacation I go home, my mom accidentally say "in fact you dad was in the street. You turn into school, your father wept."

So, I understand, in the growth, ssi is before the fragile.

3. University report, I make the bed, accompanied by mother, buy supplies. I have a roommate, in bed, his over there later did I know he was to report for duty, I very much admire him, also admired parents so to put a child, to shame. Once again, I eat this roommate said, and I admire you come to school. He said: "you envy I independent, I envy you side was warm."

So, I know, when I look at the others, other people also see me, and why I want to miss their own?

4. Former college I and sit at the same table class break changed hands, choke a leg. Now my next to each class is different face, dozen hello, class is over but forget this face.

So, I understand "Jane's you".

5. Big one time have a stomach pain, to call his mother bitterness; Sophomore year a classmate carelessly pengpo head, I then asked he your mother know, he said he hadn't told, afraid she worry.

So, I understand, and my pain will be distance away, mother, enlarge more painful than I.

6. Next semester freshman when to call his mother for some time, she didn't say a few words of put the telephone, she say her in the busy. The winter vacation home when my dad told me, and in fact that time is in the hospital, mother half a month, pick up my phone every time before, she had the person in the ward don't talk, also dare not and I talk a long time, afraid betrayed.

So, I know, sometimes hide, is also a kind of love.

7. Before high school, his dirty clothes; study, throw someone washed, hungry mouths to feed. At that time, I also don't think clothes less, rice isn't good. The university, looking at bed stuffed one tuo array of dirty clothes, but on the waist can only continue to one's baptism. Staring at the cafeteria food, sighed sigh, only to bite the bullet and put it.

So, understand, thought is in the thing, when he fully accepted, feel not so easy.

8. When high school class watch a young father, contemporary music scene, the pleasing this big mess. Looking at a novel, a time of beware of a teacher, see also fun. The university, now and then a after kiosks, bought the youth abstract, gave the boss 3 pieces, the boss of three to five. I asked when get, the boss said that a rose for more than a year. I found that, after university and haven't bought youth abstract.

So, I understand, is some old friends and happy we slowly forget?

9. School early, and the basic after Chinese New Year 15 will go to school. The 15 this year, and grandpa video. I say: grandpa, you see you big grandson are long so many beard. I don't know grandpa hear, he is right over there, but I laugh here to cry.

So, I know, time and distance, will eventually lose extension forward, so what should cherish.

10. Just top university of time, I feel like a different: night in the hallway school, a passer-by b after, loudly say campus are really boring, and then I will put this together; I study lounges in eat between meals, a passer-by b discussion, snacks, and didn't really garbage nutrition, and I still toxic to the rest of the snacks received plastic bag; I use the phone on QQ, a passer-by b and discussion, QQ really, I am used to MSN fortress, my blush with shame of the regard QQ shut, to be honest with my MSN zha all don't know; I took six levels of words can strength of the thing, a passer-by b beside talk I think the GRE and TOFUL high marks or regular, I have no yan up the English book; The world too many passers-by, so I used to go more lanes, because fewer people, but more walk more narrow alley, often or dead end, so can only walk the road, among the pull over to the formidable passers-by, but on the side of the road often fall into the sewer, or lucky escape manhole cover is not careful crashed into a tree. Later, look at yourself, although no big sound great, but I put the university life also let "l" are pretty.

So, I understand, a good walk yourself's road, a strength of watching others, lane is bad to fall. Still careful serious look at his own way.

11. For a moment before bed, get along with on all sorts of reason to push to take off, dizziness, stuffy nose, but leave school is my name. The university without reason, after want to sleep sleep, naming let others replace to shout a voice, get to the end, you are lost.

So, see, bear ah, more and more can't.

12. High school bear will want to insist on it, then takes an examination of an university up and have to! A college, looking at their own professional, look at the former classmates one's deceased father grind one's deceased father grind, the scholarship, and then began to call myself scholarship, how much was no longer insist on it.

So, understand that the truly, the human unlimited potential, to see if the situation was.

13. College life before in the help of relatives, a doctor can go find a good doctor, school relationship can be to enter through the back door into the good class, where to go to parents and friends make a care can be taken care of. After college parents can't help me, where to go to not only to line up, be forced to cut in line.

Then, just understand, often self-righteousness, don't pay attention to what their parents, in fact is not.

14. Learn a semester before, a book and then taken good care of, even before the university entrance exam to see. The content of the book after DuoNian through, will also have memories. After college, a semester, used a book after dropping, want oneself to learn what book is cover, no impression. Ready to one's deceased father grind to look at the time, feeling how all is new books.

Then, just know, sometimes, repeat let a person, steadfast, fresh instead of making people sense.

15. Crustily skin of head into the university economy, although in others it seems that I the school's economy has how and how cattle, in fact the wearer knows where the shoe pinches. Just top university of time I want to one's deceased father grind, result not want to turn professional, turn professional not if really ready to take an examination of officeholder, civil service exam more and more fierce more and more black so ready to CPA. First I want to travel around the world, then I wanted to make a lot of money, and then want to have a steady job, then hope well find a good job. My dream in more and shrinking, was considered more and more practical, practical.

So, I understand, in reality and dream, we all dream between from tend to the reality that more and more deviation, and meet the reality, and then see the dream, have far to see.

16. Before university, fall in love to secretly, veiled, can't see the light. After college, single to secretly, veiled, can't see the light.

So, I understand, sometimes, reasonable not reasonable is just a thin line between.

17. High school to the teacher nickname, in private students are so called. A college, want to give the teacher nickname, but found that don't know the teacher the large size.

So, understand, some childish game, had been playing not bottom go to.

18. Just up the junior high school that year, his debut, youth lovely twins, many students is their fans. That year, delicate and charming, according to three doors, furtive collection of yanzhao circulated, pure, each other no longer to believe. Sophomore year this year, o sa announced their divorce, the front of the lens tears, not give marriage.

So, understand, growing up, just me.

19. High school can run can jump have to suppress, can say can sing all have to endure, the university entrance exam KaoYu only number has chemical health lands. Everyone is the same cage steamed stuffed bun, look the same. The college, play is quality, have special skill can be a dominant player, although recently of the time the steamed stuffed bun, but see which steamed stuffed bun plait son, which looks like a steamed stuffed bun burgers, spell personality.

So, to understand, even if their which have a short moment, which still had to have a special skill.

20. High school can only wear uniforms, go where older call my younger brother, age small call my brother. No school, the university only temporary relationships are tube I call eldest brother, junior high school, also called my uncle survived have to bite the bullet and promise.

So, understand, in essence, we would not children.

21. Senior high school time see only look at the local weather forecast. University at two weather forecast in addition to city, also do not forget to look at the total home weather.

So, know, go too far, or to miss that don't prosperous home.

University is learn how to face the parents a little bit old, we grew up, and thought it was somebody's himself into nobody can also be accepted.

First, as a freshman, time a lot, to know how to schedule

Sophomore, to a lot of trouble, to know how to deal with

Junior, things a lot, to know how to deal with

A senior, a lot more to tangle, don't know how to let go

Turn an eye, graduated from university, and participate in the work

Looking back, found that many memories,

To look back, found that lost more......

University, smile so sad

Perhaps is the arrangement of heaven; Perhaps is a twist of fate; Too many maybe... Today I in this corner written the end, can only use but hide reality, can only put touching melts into tears, only to find a more gentle excuses. Lost, completely lost, brimming with a man that so-called strong smile, smile so sad, disguised so open, tears filled Le, heartache will not let my favorite people perceive!!!!! Because I'm a surface optimistic big boy; Don't let the weak performance in the inner world of the love my friends and family before, such a false and pretend strong big boy! Don't give my sadness to my beloved people telling, put my sadness to yourself, let me alone, so that a person bear filial piety and loyal man.

In the college life more than carrying a heart is lost, the center of gravity of the lost life!!!!! I silently drag hand dull pen thinking: yesterday cheated me; Tomorrow I threatened; Tormenting me today. Looking at the distance that a breeze break dark clouds slowly...... you can't have them to al qaeda swimming

Exaggeration interpretation has a year of college study. Not if the waves of passion; No, and Wolf ii morale; Without you for me as the scene. Only in a bubble every day through the classroom, rushing through every day have a sleeper is dead sleep, can use to lament panic every day of boring. Homework to back not to look back, the book a not at all, so I also like a fool lonely smile, deceiving yourself said training quality and ability to be more important than the study, how stupid lies. Let oneself become funny, I want to change themselves, cold face sign of weakness, and correct face reality, face the front, to change destiny.

Boring bitter taste in my university life silently, just like the one bay dark unbearable stagnant water. A man in the corner of the city, quietly thinking about: the tears over my cheek has odors in the hot lips, light is not salty!!!!! I don't know when I have become lonely; I don't know when I have become lonely; I don't know when I have become confused. To each friend investment, to each friend see as his brothers and sisters so important, I got??????? Friend: if the true meaning of a water, light as if the sea inclusive, and if a tea fragrant. As the flower blossoms x, the clouds scud across, look at the sky, I also cloud glance between you and me. Life is always looking for an excuse, I is common people, I am the same trying to find their own an excuse for beautiful, repeat with a time numb themselves! This is my university feelings of friendship: is calm, the inevitable, let it be for.

Think you have very light, failed to live up to their parents work that they, I don't know how to face, they desire to look in the eyes of the deep feeling!!!!! Now I only dozen spirit start again, in order to have the desire to tears out the eyes, for that can't modify love and dedication, like water, dry clean like gigantic mountain tall and straight, as your love so simple, but it is so hot victorious, never fails to feel you in urged me to forward: "dear son, you don't stop you to stop the steps of distance, you will use a whip driving his step by step. Because your biggest enemy is in your own laziness, only he can win over his whip, only is your best weapon" more and more old appearance also loaded with them day and night touching of exhaustion. I that what you have happiness, because you have done for me too much... The double head of gray gradually, have I grow footprint!!!!! The mother of forehead wrinkles and ravines, whether I'm a mother's love is how broad in the rough the years trace...... Wake up to save himself; only To make that have already dry eyes, show have long time no see smile. No longer destruction, no longer ride; In order to I loved ones.

The sweet landscape chose my birth. Looks funny, nothing, but can't choose me love. In this beautiful romantic fragrance of university campus, this can enjoy love brought joy, walking hand in hand, soft moonlight to talk about the beautiful future, but not so a beautiful flowers are willing to cut in on me this had lost the cow muck, romantic nutrient not to belong to me, that to me is waste; Love happy also don't belong to me, that, to me, is a luxury. I fell in love with people who do not love me, I didn't love him more doesn't love me. Life is always think I'm comedy, always the next corner concomitant with the wind, so I have always look forward to the next corner, only to discover that the arrival of you in the head with a smile to me: "you wake up?" not being loved, do not know that is a kind of what kind of feeling, maybe is very sweet, can be difficult, maybe... Your life is like a show, I said the life like dream, that have what different, not all the same, hazy hazy in as long as you have with you, I will have enough, we raised the rainbow, struggle together we are so different, that is always between you and me, maybe often dream!!!!! I think the next corner should have you, looking forward to you to me in a smile "long". I will answer you; "Because you let me wait too long for too long, so I want to cherish you, love you." Now I should be more!!!!! To make you happy, and the future of you know!!!!! I'm waiting for you.

Ah, have direction ahead? I won't be afraid, the more not weak, I'll firm live. Has my relatives and friends in silence, supporting me to gaze at me, I will never feel lonely, more determined I direction. Thank my friends, thanks to mom and dad, have you my life will be more calm, the road is very long, and I was walking down the street...